she is my soul sister :3

hey soul sister ~ tarakucha tarakucha cha cha. ehh salah lagu. okay ignore it. jadi hari ini, tarikh ini, yang bersamaan dengan 18 March 2013 merupakan hari jadi Siti Nurul Azah binti Mohd yang ke 19. wohoo wohooo *bunyi mercun* *bunyi belon meletop* *bunyi drum* *bunyi kentut* okay. back to the topic. so, ni first time makcik ni sambut birthday kat negara orang. wooo tapi takpe. kakak dia ada kat sana. kan kan kan :3 tapi how i wish i can wish you through the phone. *sigh* takpe la yuyu, aku buat apa yang termampu je okieess. nanti kau balik claim hadiah tau tau tau. ngeee tapi ole ole mesir untuk aku jangan lupa pulak. hehe 

so this is the wish,

Dear Azah,
semoga panjang umur murah rezeki. semoga hidup sentiasa dirahmati. umoq dah 19, act pun kena 19 jugak. alaa tapi kau memang dah matang sikit punn. sikit je laa. sebab banding dengan aku kannn :/ duduk negara orang jaga diri, jaga peribadi, jaga sahsiah. semoga jadi seorang muslimah yang lebih baik, dapat jodoh lelaki soleh. kalau rasa dugaan tu berat sangat, ingat Allah sayang kita lebih. be grateful that you have us. family, friends will always be there for you. anything just tell me okay :')

last but not least, 

Sannah Helwah Ya Ukhti ❤

*sebab orang tu duduk arab kena laa wish dalam bahasa arab jugak kann :p*

ce teka gambar bila ? haha

okay nothing to say more. i love you. muahmuah :3

with love,

Dyra Haiyi

sorry for the words

rasa bersalah. sangat sangat. memang salah aku ke ? sorryyyy :'( i shouldn't say that. 
terlajak perahu boleh diundur,
terlaka kata buruk padahnya.

SorrySorrySorry,

Dyra Haiyi

this one friend of mine

i am so sad. terribly sad. here i am. going to bed at 2 a.m and suddenly woke up and hear some songs while writing in my blog at 4 a.m and have to wake up at 6.30 a.m so that i can rush to the event at 7.30 a.m. nak jadi apa pun jadi la. aku taktau apa yang buat sampai aku tak boleh tidur ni. bila fikir balik mungkin banyak unsolved thinking kot. and apa yang menyedihkan sangat tu adalah pasal that one friend of mine. before, i can tolerate how selfish that person is cause i knew that that person still needs time to learn how to make and to have many friends eventhough there's one time that this person really hurt my feeling so much. that person ignored how important i am to make the decision together. that person really didnt care how would i end up this semester. yeah this situation happened last semester. you know, when we were really close before, i usually tell that person about anything and everything. i never thought that that person will leave me alone in that important situation. just thinking about what had happened really will make my eyes drained with tears :'( and this semester that person hurt my feeling again when that person should make up to something but that person just wont show up. i thought with that person joining me can give a positive feedback towards my close friends that what i show up with is very beneficial. but, how dare that person change the mind to not going to join in. yeah i knew that they will just laugh at me being so silly showing up with something nonsense that even that person wouldnt want to join in. you do really hurt my heart my friend. really really hurt me. i should really put a distance (?) and maybe i wont take you seriously anymore eventhough we are still friends. thanks for hurting me. THANK YOU SO MUCH

oewfjioqn[fonjfgjfq,

Dyra Haiyi

ayam titanium

baby take my remedy
okay takde kaitan. tak actually just want to express my iwquyefoiugwhkjdk;jv feeling. dia anti aku ke ? WT.. sungguh. dengan kawankawan rapat aku tak pulak kau menyombong. dengan aku je kau nyombong lebih. dah kenapa kau ? sokay. i dont really care by the way. just from now on i will never admit your existence. i am cool liddatt. i will just forget that coincidence. maybe that was just your making fun session i guess. bro, just no. we're not friends.

i'm bulletproof

nothing to lose

fire away , fire away

p/s : i am titanium = ayam titanium

I.AM.TITANIUM,

Dyra Haiyi

Wish and Event Management Seminar

Assalamualaikum.
haa jawab jawab. tak jawab dosa ! :p okay so whats da topic for todaayyy ? hmm can i just talk randomly for this entry ? susah betul nak fokus pada satu topic je. kalau saya terbebel dalam entry ni, maafkan sayaa :3

actually, saya teringin sangat nak pandai main gitar or piano. sangat teringin. hari tu teman Ain Z pergi main piano dekat Undercroft. dia main macam macam lagu. melody dia so touchy feeling like nangis. haha okay melampau :/ sebab selalu terfikir, kalau reti main benda benda alah ni mesti time tengah emo terus main instrument ni. its like dedicate songs to our own self. kannn. dulu pernah try main gitar Yuyu. ya ia SANGAT SUSAH. SANGAT ya diulangi SANGAT. so rasanya memang tak la kot nak beli gitar. nanti tersadai takde sape main. lepas tu teringin nak beli keyboard. tapiiiiiiii takut jadi macam gitar tu. sebabkan tak reti main terus menyadaikan keyboard tu. tambah pulak dengan university life yang non-stop hectic nyeww niww. memang payah laa nak fokus kat alat alat muzik tersebut. mungkin cuti 4 bulan nanti boleh try ? *winkwink* okay nanti nak survey and nak masukkan dalam wishlist. oh yeah :D

haa, cakap pasal wishlist, saya teringin nak ada satu. tetambah lepas tengok 16 Wishes hari tu. rasa teringin nak buat. tapi no idea. sebab mostly wish gua ni semua yang macam agak err agak mustahil. haha jadi just let it flow (?) apa apa pun yang keyboard ni dah jadi salah satu dari wishlist. yeayyy *nari keling*

tak sabar nak tunggu bulan 3. ehh nak dekat dah la. lusa dah bulan 3 :O cepatnya masa berlalu. nanti tup tup final. tup tup dah masuk undergrad. tup tup Farah dah kahwin. #Ehh :p satunya bulan 3 ni tak sabar nak tunggu surat cinta from Faam. ehem ehem ni plan kami berdua. nak post post surat setiap 7 dan 13 haribulan. hee comel kan kami. okay takpayah puji kami dah tau. wkwkwk lagi satu saya tak sabar nak tunggu Event Management Seminar tu berlangsung. haa ! cakap pasal EMS ni, saya telah direcruit untuk jadi ahli Public Relation. dulu waktu interview punya la taknak department Sponsorship sebab ingat sebok beno. rupanya dalam event ni, department PR ni laa paling sibuk ! pdvbqwtrzxsmk sungguh ! tapi kan sebenarnya, sejak masuk EMS ni, BANYAAKKK sangat benda saya belajar. serious ni tak tipu ! walaupun kerja banyak and sibuk, sebenarnya best jugak laa jadi committee EMS ni. mungkin tahun depan kami akan masuk lagi and jadi HOD (?) haha kay Dyra so perasan. perasan is Dyra. in addition to that, saya dapat ramai kenalan baru. even with the seniors. kay bangga jap :p lepas tu saya dapat enhance my soft skills in communication sebab kena call Universities and Schools lain tu. apa apa pun memang tak menyesal la jadi committee EMS ni :D

by the way, sesiapa yang agak agak macam terbaca entry ni err err saya nak promote terus laa boleh ? hee

Are you new in event management? Do you ever have difficulties in conducting events or programs?  Want to learn how to conduct a successful and efficient event? We present you, Event Management Seminar 2013. Do join us. Fill up this form to register: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet/viewform?formkey=dFNHUDR0Y0hCdTdzcXZzelhnR1gyZGc6MA . Any inquiry, please contact: 013-2775270 (Anwar) or 017-9020889 (Aishah) Meals and Certificate provided ! :D

or you can just contact me :) serious saya cakap, TAK RUGI masuk event ni. you will be learning how to manage event by theory and practical. and dekat sini laa kami akan bagi peluang participant to mingle around with people yang dia tak kenal pun so that nanti bila masuk alam pekerjaan tak risau dah nak kena kerja dengan entah sesapa kan. bayaran pun murah je. susah tau nak dapat peluang macam ni. CERTIFICATE pun ada. 

okay thats all kot. kalau ada apa apa pertanyaan boleh contact me through FB ke Twitter ke. jangan risau. saya tak sombong dan tidak makan orang. saya makan makanan je. nyumm :9

okay lapar.

Go EMS ,

Dyra Haiyi

Maturity

And do you ever feel like you're alone?
And do you ever wish you'd be unknown?
I can say that I have..
I can say that I have..
And do you ever feel things here aren't right?
And do you ever feel the time slip by?
And I can say that I have..
And I can say that I have..

So hear this please
And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly
And look for the stars as the sun goes down
Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound
Everything, everything's magic

yeahh. kinda inspirational song :) these few days i'm stucked with my own feelings and emotions and you can see it yourself by reading my previous entries and my tweets (?) maybe. love is everywhere. love and youth can never be separated. that is why i'm easily distracted to this big L topic. and after few days then i realised how obsessed i am with it. how desperate i am. and i usually promise myself that i will never let my emotions take over me that posses my mind and body. but few days later i will be back with those trash feelings and emotions and start talking craps thingy. haha yeah sometimes i annoyed by myself. cant help it. maybe i am actually born to be a love poet or something like that (?) okay dyra you can stop now. i am good in advising people about love but me myself could not handle my own problems. huh why ? me myself could not even find the appropriate answer yeahh. 

okay lets stop talking about the weird me. these past day which i could not remember the specific date, i suddenly posted something in Merbokian 94 FB group where im asking for some lil help. then suddenly someone who is my homeroom sista, Saiyidah Farah Athirah posted abour her upcoming enggangement. whatttt ?? :o no no wrong one. WHATT ??? she's going to get engganged and married soon :O that is so freaking shocking news we have. we are very greatful as finally one person from our batch going to get married but this news suddenly make us realised about how fast actually time has passed through us. i just feel that i only entered UTP last few days but now my friend is going to get married in this coming May ? Oh My Gosh. suddenly i feel old :'( i should enjoy my last year with the 'teen' title before its end. yeahh so forgive me if i'm being immature this year. let me enjoy my immatureness before my teen ages ended T___T

and and and i really really dont know why some of my friends said that i am currently in a relationship (?) Whhaaaaaa...?? yes i am currently in love with myself. yeah i should make another FB account of mine and make it in a relationship with me. Ohh please. saya Forever Alone tegar. lols seriously, i am single. do believe me. 

p/s: sila sepak saya kerana bajet hotshetapp. btw, gua rasa gaya penulisan gua makin matang laa. wahhh :D

Immature Girl Going To Be Matured Soon,

Dyra Haiyi

luahan hati

sorry this is the second tweet for today. hee

now playing : selamat tinggal bungaku-S.M Salim :'(

dah beberapa minggu atuk tak sihat. terbaring atas katil hospital sampai bawak balik rumah. tapi Alhamdulillah atuk makin better dari first first dia masuk hospital tu. satu hari tu time kitorang tengah lawat atuk, atuk tetiba nyanyi lagu selamat tinggal bungaku :'(

Sekiranya aku masih 
Berada nun jauh di balik awan 
Salam yang bahagia 
Khabar yang gembira ku kirimkan 

Inikah akhir bertemu 
Bila nian kan berjumpa lagi 
Ingatlah pesanan ku 
Jaga baik diri mu sendiri 
 
atuk, cepatlah sembuh. kitorang nak atuk macam dulu balik. gurau gurau, marah marah, nasihat kitorang :'( Ya Allah, panjangkanlah umur atukku, sihatkan lah tubuh badannya Ya Allah. makbulkan lah doaku Ya Allah. Aminn Aminn Ya Rabbal Alamin

hmm so saya nak move on to my next story. yeah bukan lah story sangat pun. cuma macam err entah. haha rasanya ni advice je kot. my special advice to ******** (buat buat kenal je la boleh ?) please. take note. we girls are very sensitive to our feelings and emotions. take it seriously mann. dont make us fluttered but then dissapeared. you break our heart without you realising it.

entahlah. celarunya otak aku sekarang ni. bye !

p/s : i'm looking for a new crush. that Mr. Number One dah berpunyaa. sob sob T__T

Me, 

Dyra Haiyi