Saturday, December 8, 2012

bergenang air mata :'(

living in this world for 18 years gave me oppurtunity to meet new people, be friend with them, learn from them, teach them, consult them, having fight and so on. yeahh and i have countless fantastic friends. you rock my world deardeardear :) but from those thousand friends i had, some of them are so special to me. very very special. its hard to state who are they. should i tell you ? i have two very very very special person in my life. this is so hard to admit as i have a VERY VERY VERY high ego. caution ! haha i wont say it when they are in front of me. never ! but yeah sometimes i lose it. kbye == they are SITI NURUL AZAH BT MOHD and FATIN AMIRAH BT CHE A. LATIF. i'll describe them one by one :)

SITI NURUL AZAH BT MOHD (yuyu)


yeah she was so annoyed when i called her that. but why did i call her like that ? its because when i went to her house finally i knew that the whole family of her call her that. haha memula saja je nak tease her :p tapi lamalama kadangkadang macam dah terbiasa. rumah dia rumah first i had my sleepover in dalam kalangan rakanrakan yang lain. LOL we had known each other for a veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long time. u see how long it is ? very so muchmuchmuchmuch long isn't it ? surprisingly, we're not even close to each other for that very long time. LOL we knew each other since we're in standard 1. but never spoke to each other. we even went to the same kindergarten but in different year. and when we're in standard 4, we were in the same USRAH. but rarely spoke to each other. i never imagined that we will be this close. very very close. during that time we greet each other because we're not a friend but because we just knew each other. ya, just because of that reason. only that. we start to be friend when we were in form 1. yeah maybe we're fated to be together cause we go to the same school and be in the same class :O andand we went to the same tuition ! tapi time form 1 tu dia pindah kejap and datang balik RPS waktu form 2. and that time she was placed in other class. and when we were in form 3, we were fated again to be in the same class. yess this is the year where we got close to each other. starting from that, we share EVERYTHING together. all my stories she knew. all her stories i knew. we know ALL about each other. friends things, boyfriend thingy, family probbies, studies and etc. we just share all the stories. she even saw me acting silly on my pms day. ughh @#$#%#$#@$ we dont even care calling each other and talk non-stop. yeah sometimes i put on my silly jokes and sing crazily on the phone and she will continue what i was singing :') we even made a song. a song for our 'fake mum', ayuni when she sleepovering at my house. the song was like this :

aku bukanlah superman, aku hanyalah supergirl..
bila superman tak ada, aku masih ada power..
mamy ku selalu tukar tukar dady..
sampai aku naik confuse..
tiaptiap hari mamy tak bg belanja..
sampai aku kena cari sugar dady.. ( based on superman song. that indonesian song )

after we practised singing it, we rushingly called our 'fake mamy' and sing the song to her. how i miss those times. and when i go to her house, i was treated like a princess :3 she make sure that i'm comfortable enough being in her place. thank you :')

yunk, i want you to know that, you are not my friend, not even my best friend. you are NOT ! but, you are my SISTER. whom i can share all mine with you. my stories, things and all ! except soulmate of course. you are my family. i miss you dear. since we're in university, we rarely talk to each other. one of the reason of course la this damn internet thing yang lembab macam dtewgfiyegrfhugbrv ==' and the other thing is we are so so so so far apart from each other. that's the best for you babe. do your best ! nanti dah jadi dokter gigi bulehh le repair gigi aku kankankan. i'll pray for you :'D andand sis, do remember that i'll always be on ur back ! ada prob je terus bagitau aku ! you're not alone in this world. u still have me :) ahh nak nangis ! :( benci kauuu !






FATIN AMIRAH BT CHE A. LATIF (faam)


si kambing kesayangan saya :3 dia lah kambing yang selalu lepak bilik kami mengembek meminta kasih sayang tanpa henti. hihi u'll never know how WILD she is when she's in the hostel. not outside. totally different ! hmm how we met ? she's my classmate and she's irma's friend. yeah i only knew irma that time so i attached myself to her. so there we were. the three stooges. #Ehh == three of us sitting on the same line in every floating class we went. BUT i only talked to irma. faam was so so so so so so so so senyap and sombong. kbye :p irma is such a very hyperactive girl in class. she likes to walk from north to south west to east of the class. so when she's gone, there we are, me and si kambing making krik krik sound together. yeah not physically but mentally. so awkward ! its hard to have a conversation with her. cause i dont know what should we talk about. hahaha thenn how we got close to each other ? thanks to super junior :) whyyy ? because i have pictures of suju all over my desk in our cube. so one day (and thanks to hazira too, faam's former bff :p) maybe zira told faam that i got all those suju thingy and they rushingly going to my cube to have a look on my oppas. lulz ya of course i was surprised ! and starting from that, we started to talk a LOT ! our first conversation well of course because of kpop. and then we start to talk about all other things. we hang out together, sleep together #Ehh and muchmuch thing together. tapiiiiiiiiiiiii ! when we was in form 4, she was very veryy veryyyyyyyyy sensitive. u have to be careful when talking to her. sometimes even a single thing can make her sulk. ohh i hate those time == Alhamdulillah she's wayyyy wayyyy more better now :3 and know what ? we even had perang dingin for a week i guess ? or two weeks ? just imagined, everyday we go to class together, going back together, eat together but when we had our perang dingin what will happen ? we're in silence. i thought it'll be good if i just let her release everything first before talking to her. so during that period, i'm hanging out with nia (another mangsa :p) i dont know what to say but living in hostel life, not talking to ur best buddy is the WORST thing ever ! and irma had told me that she saw faam wrote WTF (world taekwondo federation) in her diary when we were in our perang dingin. i was so shocked. i thought she really mean those wtf thing. that's why im being colder to her. ohh stupid me ! == and because of that i cried. cried for not talking to u. cried for being a bad friend. i cant hold back my tears that time. tapi yang malu i cried in front of nik and meena. dahla tak pernah nangis depan sapesape time tu. haha then that letter save our friendship. thanks syg :') oh how great it was when the perang dingin was over. that was when we discover both of us had this penyakit of EGOISM yang sangat besarr. then she always manjamanja. she loves hugging and sleep on other ppl's bed :3 andand bunyi perut dia merupakan satu addiction ! hahaha :P ohh and then the pvt thingy. ohh she's so pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft after taking lessons from us. hahaha we're not ruining you right ? :P ohh the most important thing is, she's the first friend my mum's being SOOO sporting with. i was shocked myself how my mum can be so sporting talking with faam. hmm maybe because their characteristics are quite the same ? haha

babe, know what ? i love it when you have probbie, you search for me. cause it shows that u need me :') you are my best friend, forever ever bestfriend till jannah inshaAllah :) and ur bakal suami willl have to pass my interview first before u really choose him as ur life partner. i dont want him to hurt you cause i know when you got hurt its hard for you to recover. i hate seeing ur sorrows. i love to see you smile. yeah that senyum senget :3 please smile more and more dear. hey, if something stressing you, tell me ! i'll be there (mentally)  >.<










with very deep love ,
Dyra Haiyi

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anayad said...

alahaii cecomel je bebudak bunga raya tue, oke rindu HAHA