i'm going to move on

Assalamualaikum :)

hey Mr Number 1, i have some messages to deliver to you. yeah i know you will never know them cause i just keep it to myself and to this blog. this is my problem, realising the evil truth when the evilness have been proved just like that malay saying said sudah terhantuk baru tengadah. i should have known that we will never be together. we are different in most ways. we dont have something that can connect us together that is usually called 'chemistry'. i finally realised my stupidity in liking, admiring you after i saw you with that someone. most of your time with her. in real life, in social life, you were always with her. eventhough u never said that she is yours or whatever, but i know that there's something happening between you two. i dont know since when that this thing had become my principe when my crush actually had a girlfriend, i will move on. its hard of course but i will. and now this is the phase where i will move on :') move on from liking you. move on from stalking you. move on from tweeting that 1 a.m. tweet for you. and most importantly, moving on from having any crush on you.

Mr Number 1, i dont know why it is quite hard to forget you. so i hope that i will never see u this semester to help me in this moving on process. please live a happy and joyful life. inshaAllah i will erase the memory of crushing you from my mind. dont u worry :')

hey you ! have a good night sleep (h.a.g.n.s) :')

Me,

Dyra Haiyi