Thursday, December 1, 2011

i've been set free !

assalamualaikum . finally all my sweat , pain , hardness , hapiness , obstacles during SCHOOL years had ended. i am free . free of teachers , school discipline , text books and anything that had relation with word SCHOOL vanished . 


ugh , tak sangka . rasa cepat sangat . rasa macam baru semalam masuk MRSM . baru semalam takuttakut nak masuk sekola baru . baru semalam malumalu dengan semua orang . tuptup hari ni aku dah ada dekat rumah , atas katil , enjoying this freedomness . its not that i dont like it , but i felt something . something that is unreachable by my mind . my action speak that i need and have to do something but i do not know what . 


CONFUSED , FRUSTRATED , MESSED , PISSED all mixed up in one mixture that had been blended . it's not cool . really . two nights passed without books held in my hand dont promised me any happiness . i just dont feel it . what happen to me ? 


bad outcomes came one by one chasing after me . no space for me to sketch a smile on my face . no laughter were recorded from my mouth . just a bent (downward) lips curve on my face . 


nothing much to say .btw , this page IS UNDER CONSTUCTION ! you must understand me . thankyouu


p/s : im under maturity process . pray for me