heartbroken

I have been through a really terrible heartbreak once and I really really hope that it will not happen again. it is sooooooo painful it just feel like my heart being stabbed by a really sharp knife. Now, Allah has helped me once more to prevent me from involving in that heartbroken series again. I am really thankful Ya Allah. Alhamdulillah thank you Allah. But then a thought just wander in my mind, am I being fated to be alone ? If I really am, Ya Allah please take away those feelings from me as it just make me hurt. Please let me neutralize my heart. I do not want to be involved with these kind of things anymore. Seriously :'(

Actually...I care

Assalamualaikum.
Days passed, months passed, years passed, there are so many people I have met in each phase that I passed. In all the phases. I met new friends or even new best friends. I admit that I REALLY suck at keeping in touch. Sometimes I am too lazy to wish their birthdays too cause yes I am suck at that. My bad. Friends from past keep thinking that I forgot them, throwing them away from my life but actually I AM NOT. 

Today, I got a shocking news from my secondary school friend that one of our friend facing the death of her brother. It really breaks my heart. Really. Cause I knew what she's like when she's sad and knew that she is a bright person but thinking she's crying gloomily... it breaks my heart. The worse part is, I am no help to her in this situation.

Dear friends...I don't care whether I met you in kindergarten, primary school or even tuition classes, please remember that I really care for you as long as you still consider me being your friend.

Sincerely,

Dyra Haiyi