sembamkan mate puaspuas T__________T

yesyes . i'm tired of being tough . i love to but i just cant . that's not me . ye saye cakap saye MAYBE strong . sekarang saye daa seda . kenape saye dekat hostel stronger than dekat ruma . sebab :

everybody wonders . why i am that strong .

if they were me , they wont bear it .

but its me . mine .

i'm stronger because behind the probs , i got other obstacle pathetic than that .

jadi begitu laa sebabnye saye lagi strong dekat hostel . nak kate saye nie banyak pengalaman tu tak . tapi cukup laa pengalaman pahit and manis yang da mengaja saye untuk jadi kuat macam MR. MUSCLE . haha actually i'm sosososo sad right now . no one knows . yes . tadi da secebok air mate saye tumpahkan . nampak macam da cukup laa tu menangis . tapi saye punye hati ade sapesape tanye khabar dye ? walaupown saye da benti menangis . tapi hati saye tak stopstop lagi . that's why post nie muncul dalam keadaan yang suram . TT__TT


izinkan saye nangis lagi ?? 
bak tisu.. T.T


kenape nie ?? lepas tadi tu , saye da lemah . saye tawakkal . saye da tak kesa nak jadi ape pown . saye tak berniat . tapi nak buat macam mane . saye dilahirkan sebagai seorang yang kurang KESABARAN nya . saye jenis PANAS BARAN  :'( takde mood nak raye esok . hmm

shout ! scream !

do whatever you want . u deserve to done that .

i'm sorry but u are the one who ask for it .

i cant bear for what u have done to my love ones .

i just cant .

take a deep breath , say ur istighfar , remember Allah , clear up ur mind ,

andand sleep .

no need to think about what's happening .

andand YOU !

i hope u can think by urself what u should do after this .

i just can pray cant do anything else .

i dont wanna hurt ur feeling .

i can be a lion ,

i can be a rabbit ,

i can be a monkey ,

and i can be whatever u wish for , 

but i'm not perfect ,

so , I AM SORRY :'((

sorry terfeeling . btw , alangalang nie nak ucap SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA ye semuee . hari ni laa menunjukkan pengorbanan itu suatu kegembiraan . means kalau kite berkorban untuk gembirekan orang lain bukan ke kite pown rase happy ? hurmm

p/s : haha muke feelingless